"Relle, here drink this.."

Arelle senyum lemah.Cawan kelabu berisi hot chocolate yang disua Daniel disambut " thanks.."

Daniel Campbell mengosok perlahan rambut Arelle yang basah dengan tuala " let me dry it.if not,you gonna catch a cold."

"hurmm..."Arelle berdehem sambil menghirup air "it's..warm.."

Daniel masih leka mengeringkan rambut panjang milik gadis itu " apa? the hot chocolate? awak nak lagi ke i can made a new one."

Arelle masih dengan senyuman lemahnya " no...you.You feel warm."

Pergerakan tangan Daniel terhenti.Dia tunduk,menyelak helaian rambut Arelle yang menutupi muka gadis itu sebelum satu ciuman lembut singgah di bibir pink Arelle " I love you, I though you already know that."

Arelle yang kaku seketika, kini membalas ciuman itu " Niel..I..really don't deserve you."

Riak muka Daniel berubah.Ciuman itu kini terlerai.Remaja lelaki itu kini duduk melutut menghadap Arelle " saya..Relle..beritahu saya what really wrong.You acting weird since this morning.Did..did I do something wrong?"

"no..."suara Arelle tersekat.

How on hell she gonna tell him about Joenathan without breaking his heart.

How do she tell him she just used him for rebound at first but end up falling hard for him.

How can she tell him even she want him, she want another guy too at the same time.

She so selfish,she know that.

"hey babygirl..." suara Daniel kedengaran cemas saat air mata Arelle jatuh.."hey, what's wrong!?"

( AUTHOR NOTE : FOR THIS SCENE I RECOMMEND YOU LISTEN TO STRANGERS AGAIN BY GHOST DRAGON FT AXEDE)

"hug me..please.." nada Arelle kini sebak."Niel..I..I.."

"Arelle it's okey.I'm here." Daniel memeluk gadis itu " I always here Relle, take your time.Saya tak pergi mana."

Pelukan Daniel really feel comfortable and warm,making she finally feel at ease even for little bit.

" Tell him Arelle you idiot. tell him now or you really gonna lose him for real "suara kecil berbisik di dalam mindanya.

Arelle mengengam baju tshirt hitam yang dipakai oleh Daniel " Niel..if..if i tell you yang saya...saya sebenarnya..kotor..awa.."

Arelle berhenti.She cannot finish the word and hear Daniel response.

What if he leave her? What if he hate her? What if...

Dadanya terasa sesak.Beribu persoalan bermain di mindanya saat ini.

Daniel melepas pelukan mereka.Wajah suram gadis cantik berambut biru itu dipandang lama " Arelle, i never thought you that way, not once.So what if awak lahir kerana ayah awak curang with your mother, i were born the same way too.."

"No! bukan pasal tu" Arelle memegang kedua lengan Daniel. Suaranya sedikit tinggi " macam mana awak boleh kata saya tak kotor when i..i sleep with another guy."

Bunyi hujan lebat di luar rumah kedengaran berserta seruan angin yang mengena tingkap rumah dua tingkat itu

Kini riak wajah Daniel berubah 360 darjah ".....what.."

Pegangan tangan mereka terlepas.

"!!" Arelle mengigit bibirnya " Daniel, saya..."

"apa maksud awak that you sleep with another guy!" nada suara remaja lelaki itu kini berubah.

Seluruh badan Arelle berketar melihat perubahan nada suara Daniel yang bertukar dari mesra ke kejam tidak sampai sesaat.

No..No.. what have she done..

"Daniel..saya..I'm sorry..sebenarnya.."

"so.." suara Daniel bertukar senada.Pandangan matanya berubah dingin " you sleep with another guy even you have me as your boyfriend?"

Rasa bersalah menghimpit.Peristiwa di malam sambutan majlis hari jadi Kaylee bermain seperti movie di dalam mindanya.The night she lost control of herself and sleep with Joenathan, again.

Perlahan kepalanya diangguk.

Suasana diam.Tiada balasan yang keluar dari mulut Daniel.

Arelle melihat remaja lelaki itu,cuba untuk menerangkan all the things that happen between she and Joenathan but when her eyes meet Daniel, she feel shiver all over her body

There no more warm and sweet looking look in Daniel eyes.His eyes now look empty,like endless night space.Cold and distant.

"Niel..."Suara Arelle lemah " i'm.."

"what the different between you and our parent then?"

Senada.Persoalan dari Daniel keluar seolah tiada lagi perasaan yang tinggal di dalam diri remaja lelaki itu.

"no.." Arelle hampir menanggis semula " Daniel..saya salah..Saya betul-betul salah.I should not do that.I really should not do that.Saya cuma..Daniel I.."

Daniel bangun." who?"

Arelle mengangkat mukanya " Daniel..please.."

"WHO?" Kini suara Daniel bertukar sedingin ais.

Air mata Arelle jatuh.Gadis itu tunduk ke lantai,merayu " Daniel,please forgive me! it's my fault.It really my fault.Daniel please.."

Tangannya yang memegang kaki Daniel kini mengigil teruk

She feel so scared,even breathing feel difficult.

Daniel never mad at her,not once so looking at this Daniel who look at her with his cold eyes made she feel like a stranger to him

A stranger who seem like they never know each other.

Daniel diam seketika sebelum kembali bersuara " so..kau lagi pilih to defend that guy than telling me who he is."

Arelle mengangkat muka sekali lagi " No! Daniel saya tak nak..awak terluka lagi.I .."

"haha.."Daniel ketawa sinis.Dia tunduk sebelum merentap kasar rambut Arelle

"auch."Arelle menjerit sedikit saat rambutnya disentap

"hurt me? when you sleep with that guy ada kau fikir macam ni?" sinis soalan itu dilontar oleh Daniel

Air mata Arelle masih jatuh " Daniel,i'm sorry.."

Daniel masih ketawa sinis " if mintak maaf boleh selesaikan masalah, tak ada lah terjadinya perang kan.."

Arelle menanggis tercunggap " Daniel i'm scared please..don't be angry..please."

Daniel menolak tubuh Arelle menghentam lantai " scared? so i'm the bad guy now? You cheat on me and i'm the bad guy?"

"You never let me touch you sebab kau cakap kau nak take time and look at you now, going to random guy and sleep around.No..did he even some random guy you meet or kau memang two timing aku dari mula?"

Arelle tidak menjawab.Seluruh badanya mengigil.

"so it's really like that huh.." suara Daniel kedengaran kecewa. "then Arelle Marshall.You win.Do whatever you want.I'm done with you.Let's break up."

He said the last word and finally walk away.

Arelle pintas bangun,menahan Daniel dari pergi " Daniel..please..no please..I love you..god no.."

"let me go " Daniel menarik tangannya dari cengkaman Arelle.Mukanya kelihatan jijik." how cheap and low will you go? saying i love you sure is easy for you when you don't even meant it.Go tell that to that guy or whoever you want except me.Good luck with playing other heart,you sure is good with it "

"no...Daniel..god no.." Hanya tanggisan dan bunyi hujan yang menemani gadis itu saat Daniel melangkah keluar dan menutup pintu utama rumah tersebut

Arelle jatuh terduduk di atas lantai.Tiada suara esakan yang keluar dari mulutnya lagi walaupun titisan air mata masih jatuh

Ayat terakhir Daniel hit her like an arrow.

She know, she deserve everything that happening now..She did used him as a rebound.

And when she realize she finally love him for real, it's too late.

It was fun while it's lasted.