Bab 11

Kisah Lalu

"Sayang.. kita kawen senyap-senyap jum ? bie tak nak kehilangan syg untuk kedua kalinya.."

"kawen senyap-senyap ? tapi bie...."

"Sayang. . please , I love u so much... marry me ?"

"yes , I do."

"thanks you my dear. "

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Setelah berlangsung majlis itu. satu kata lafaz Sya sudah menjadi isteri si Dia..

janji telah terungkap dengan manisnya. semua nya indah belaka. ciuman hinggap didahi tanda sudah menjadi isteri..

hari demi hari kebahagian dirasai. kasih sayang semua di beri pada sang suami..

kerana terlalu bahagia Aku mencari kertas dan pen.

jejari ku mula menari menceritakan apa yang aku rasakan saat ini. jejari mula menari menceritakan sebuah impan untuk selamanya bersama suami tercinta..

' My dear husband....

Do you know that you mean the world to me. You are my sunshine in the morning and the moon during the night. You make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.

Whenever I'm with you, I have butterflies in my stomach. Whenever I'm with you, it feels like we're the only ones standing on this beautiful world we live in. I don't want nothing but you in my life.

I'd like to live my life to the fullest with you and hopefully with our future kids. I wish to have a baby that I can pamper, that I can love, that I can have fun with, that I can do anything with together with you, the love of my life.

We will go through the hardships of life together. Through thick and thin. Just remember, the more we fight, the more our bond tightens. So, I wish we fight more often... Just kidding ... But, I hope those days where we laugh and joke together will always be in our memories. I hope those days will be every single day of my life.

But what I want the most is our own little family. You, me and our babies. In our own little world. Living in our own private island with small boats we use to go fishing together. Everyday, we would tell how much we love each other till death. Every night, we could cook together or cuddle while watching the evening stars.

Bie, words couldn't sum up for how much I love you. I wish on my shooting star to have my own family with you. It's my only wish right now that you become a father and i'll become a mother to our beautiful children.

Whenever I come back from work feeling exhausted or stressed, I just have to look at our child and every single stress will go away just as fast. They'll cheer me up when I'm down, comfort me during my cries and play with me while I'm lonely. I want to share this feeling with you, bie.'

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Aku menangis mengenang semua saat bersama nya. sakit masih terasa. pedih ! kecewa !

pertanyaan demi pertanyaan bermain di dalam fikiran. ..

Dia meninggalkan Aku tanpa alasan yang kukuh. sungguh tak Adil !

'You came into my life giving me sweet hopes as high as the blue sky.

And after I fell into your spell, you leave me in the shadows without a single trace.

Why? Why? Why?

Dear wind, please take away this feeling of love and sadness far away to who knows where...

The beautiful sandy beach is my witness to all the memories I've had.... And it will stay like that.'

Itu la kata berakhir ku dipantai , sebelum membawa diri ke negeri orang....

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