Bab 8

Masing-masing mendiamkan diri. Takut mahu bersuara melihat Faris yang dah mula naik angin...

Faris Memang penghibur , tapi kalau dah marah . Hurmmm , kalah singa yang kat tengah hutan tue.. siapa yang tak kecut perut. Memang nahas !

Aku duduk bersama mereka. Tanpa memandang sesiapa.. semua tidak bersuara . Mungkin takut aku mendengar perbualan mereka atau takut aku marah...

Aku memandang mereka satu persatu bila , satu suara pun tak kedengaran.. Geram ! Sakit hati !

"Kenapa diam ? Cakap laa apa yang kamu tak puas hati.." kata ku tegas ..

Aku pandang Azrul tak berkelip. Kalau ikut kan hati , nak saja bagi lima jari...

Muka ku sudah kelihatan merah akibat Menahan marah yang teramat....

Aku berdiri berdepan dengan Azrul...

"I know I have done mistakes in the past. I have done wrong. I know and I realize it... I'm fine if Ika and Azrul want freedom... You're welcomed to do so...

But, remember one thing! If anything happens, do not come looking for Mama and Papa.. Don't involve them in such things. You want to be an adult so badly, go ahead. Follow all your wishes....

But put these words in your head! Don't come crying to me if you have problems...

I won't be silent and refuse to help both of you.

Yeah, that guy can take care of you? You really believe in that guy? Hahahahha

Please...

But the next day, when he makes sweet promises to you that does nothing, never show your tears to me...

Got it?!?!

And you, Azrul. You're the one responsible when it all happens.

Remember that!!!!" Kata ku dengan nada yang kuat..

Tak pasal-pasal aku speak English.. nampak sangat marah.. Azrul dan Ika tak berani memandang ku...

Mungkin terkejut atau pun takut dengan apa yang aku cakap. Aku tak tahu..

Aku memandang Ika.. sakit hati ! Geram ! Kecewa ! Namun apa kan daya , aku malas nak besar-besarkan. Biarkan la mereka nak buat apa..

"When we're no longer considered crucial in someone's life, they would not give the slightest care for our feelings, moreover our hearts. All the hurt and dissapointment will be there. They wouldn't care.." Kata ku pada Syafiqah sebelum melangkah naik ke atas.....

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