(AUTHOR NOTE : FOR THIS SCENE I RECOMMEND YOU LISTEN TO I LOST YOU BY XMASWU)

Take a deep breath Eunha! Take a deep breath! Cool down! You got to freaking cool down!!

Haeun melihat wajah Eunha yang kini kaku seperti batu.Dia beralih melihat Seojun

Seojun membuat isyarat mata kepada Haeun "What's wrong with her?"

Haeun senyum janggal.Dia menepuk bahu Eunha "Kim Eunha!?"

"hah!" Eunha tersedar from her daydream.Wajah kacak Seojun yang memandang kearahnya make she already plan where their wedding will take place or how many children their will have.

Well can you blame her, her most beloved idol now infront her, alive and looking like a whole main meal.

"You okey?" tanya Seojun setelah suasana sedikit diam " did Haeun Noona force you here?"

"Jun! I'm not that desparate lah" Haeun menampar bahu Seojun

He laugh " you do look desparate Haeun Noona.Dah lama you said you wanted to find one but nobody catch your attention."

"obviously! Our Jun have to get the best, that's why i being picky.Anyways, did Loona already did your base?" Haeun meletak bag makeup di atas meja solek " Jun, the oufit look good on you!"

Seojun senyum " It's because the staff spend a lot of time to fit it with me.It's all their hard work."

Yunhee yang sedang mendandan Juyeon yang terlelap di kerusi sebelah Seojun make a sound
"awww look at Jun be adorable."

Loona, Mina makeup assistant mengangguk " I did Heeun Unnie.Seojun skin were good already, not much have to be done."

"great!" Haeun melihat Eunha yang masih kaku tanpa berkelip mata " Eunha.Can you finish his makeup?"

Nafas Eunha yang turun naik kini masih tidak stabil.

Seojun laugh? Seojun smile? His Seojun voice were 1000 time better in real life!!!

"is she really okey?" sekali lagi soalan itu ditanya oleh Seojun

"maybe she in shook kot looking at you guys.Haeun, you don't tell her you work in Parrainer staff team?" Yunhee menekan pipi Juyeon "look at this guy sleeping like there no tommorow"

"Yunhee noona let Yeonnie hyung sleep.Semalam dia practice comeback choreography dekat bilik latihan until dawn" Wooseok yang muncul melihat penuh minat kearah Eunha " hey, is she your fan Junnie hyung? she been looking at you straight dari tadi."

Seojun tidak menjawab.Matanya merenung screen telefon bimbit yang menyala malap

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( HER)

*YESTERDAY*

Me. : NONNA, DID YOU ARRIVED BACK AT THE AIRPORT SAFELY? EVEN IF YOU BUSY YOU HAVE TO EAT ON TIME .

ME. : NOONA, IT'S 9 PM ALREADY. I FINISH MY SONG RECORDING AND ON MY WAY BACK TO DORM. NOONA, I KNOW YOU BUSY TO REPLY MY CHAT BUT I HOPE YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO TAKE REST IN BETWEEN. DON'T OVERWORK YOUSELF OKEY NOONA

ME. : NOONA, IT'S 3 AM. I JUST FINISH WRITING THE LYRICS. PRODUCER AHN SAID MY LYRICS LACK IN SOME PART SO I THINK I SHOULD WRITE A NEW ONE. I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW. GOOD NIGHT NOONA. I MISS YOU.

*TODAY*

Me. : NOONA, GOOD MORNING. WE GOING TO HAVE A VIDEO RECORDING FOR GDAX AWARD SHOW. WE CAN'T GO TO THE AWARD BECAUSE THE GROUP SCEDULE COLLAPSE WITH THE EVENT SO WE SENDING A THANK YOU VIDEO. WE WON THE DAESANG AWARD .THERE FEW MORE BUT I THINK YOU DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT THAT SO I SKIP THE PART. NOONA, I HOPE YOU OKEY THERE.

Me : NOONA, I DOING MY MAKEUP NOW. WE GONNA HAVE GROUP VLIVE LATER. NOONA, IF YOU NOT BUSY, YOU CAN WATCH THE VLIVE. I WEAR YOU FAVOURITE COLOUR TODAY.

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Seojun melihat mesej yang dibaca namun tidak dibalas oleh Aera. His heart were heavy. Ayat Aera di dalam nanny van beberapa hari lepas saying their should stop meeting each other become his nightmare. He keep dreaming of that word setiap malam and awake with complicated feeling everytime.

He feel suffocated when he with her but why when she stop caring about him, he feel empty inside

"and you should make his eyes look sharper.You can use this brush" Haeun menunjuk koleksi berus di meja kepada Eunha yang kini sudah kembali normal

Seojun mengangkat mukannya lalu melihat Eunha.Screen telefon ditutup " i be on your care today."

Muka Eunha semerah tomato " o..okey!"

Oh my god! Please is this a dream never wake her up!

Tangannya sedikit mengiggil when she started put the makeup of Seojun .Lirik matanya melihat seluruh Muka Seojun

Lelaki itu kini memakai airpods, memejam mata dan menyadarkan badan di kerusi untuk berehat.

He look so good! The angle from all the video and picture before really don't do the justice. How can someone this beautiful exist.

Wooseok yang bosan setelah soalannya tidak dijawab dan Eunha yang ditarik oleh Haeun kearah meja solek untuk melihat koleksi makeup kini bergerak ke arah sofa dan duduk sambil memuncungkan mulut

"what's wrong with you" Minho yang masih membaca skrip di tangan bersuara

"Minnie hyung, do you see her?" Wooseok menunjuk ke arah Eunha " Junnie hyung new makeup artist."

Muka Eunsang yang sedang tidur atas paha Minho sedikit berkerut.Minho realize it and caress Eunsang hair softly.

"who?" Minho bertanya setelah memastikan Eunsang sleep peacefully again.

"that woman" Wooseok menunjuk kearah Eunha yang sedang memakaikan makeup ke muka Seojun " Haeun Noona want to take she as her assistant. But I think she Junnie hyung fangirl.She been looking at Junnie hyung straight since she walk here."

Minho memandang Eunha " It's be sucks if she really a fangirl.Junnie hyung gonna kill her if that true. You know he hate clingy fangirl the most."

"haha" Wooseok mengambil air coke di atas meja " you right. If only she know perangai sebenar Junnie hyung macam mana, she gonna regret liking him."

"what to do" Minho kembali membelai rambut Eunsang " when we on job mode, we all wear a mask,hiding our true nature so we be loved by them. But at one time, even ourself can't differentiate what real and what's not"

"being poetic Minnie hyung? whatever I just want to made money from them, what's wrong with making the fans feel happy along the way, even our love to them were all lies?" Wooseok menghirup air coke " We pretend we love them by smiling and saying cheesy things on camera,doing dance and sing for them, in return they give us money to live.Win-win situasion right."

Minho tidak menjawab, he only made a smirk.

"Minnie hyung i forget!" Wooseok mengeluarkan telefon bimbit dari poket seluar "look, Eunbi ask me out on date,should i go? "

"who again?" Minho now look at Wooseok phone screen yang memaparkan paparan chat "she look familiar."

"Minnie hyung, it's Eubi from Loveniss. Their group is famous now, you must have heard of them."

"oh, that.." Minho kembali membaca skrip di tangan " a female idol? You sure have guts."

"doh Minnie hyung, I know you're gay but at least can you show like you have some interest in our conversation" Wooseok kembali memuncungkan mulut " then hyung, should i go? I think i have a free time in few days.We can go on late night walk date."

"or just bring her to random hotel.Itu maksud sebenar for asking on date kan" Minho menyambung

Wooseok membuat muka " Minnie hyung, why do you have to be so honest.Fine i know, it's to suspicious..She must wanted something from me."

"or she think you the most easy to used for her to come toward the rest of us." Eunsang kini membuka mata.Dia bangun lalu menarik lembut wajah Minho menyentuh his forehead " i have a really good dream"

"what..?" Minho smile and made a low voice " you kill someone who annoy you?"

Eunsang also smile " no, even better. I dream of us, getting old and retired in house near the beach.Maybe it's not a dream but reference for the future, don't you think so?"

Minho terdiam.He look at Eunsang for a while before kissing him " that really sound like a good dream"

"Hyung's.." Wooseok berdehem " i'm still here.Other people still here.You in the company,remember."

It's a good thing Eunha terlalu focus doing Seojun makeup ketika itu or she will faint and being in coma if she saw two of Parrainer member kissing each other behind her.

Eunsang meleraikan ciuman dan melihat Wooseok " if kau tak nak Jonnie and Junnie hyung kill you and cut you into pieces, forget the date."

"arghh but" Wooseok kini berbaring. Screen telefonnya ditekan " she look okey, i just want to have some fun."

" how idiotic can you be, bila kau still nak pergi even kau tahu benda ni memang perangkap that girl, or even her company made to blackmail you" Minho menyadar kepala di bahu Eunsang

Tangan Eunsang kini diletakkan di belakang Minho,menarik lelaki itu erat kearahnya.

"lol,because the sex obviously. I just said she look okey ." Wooseok menjawab spontan.

"idiot.If you that horny just called your Doah Noona.Till now i can't really understand her.What the point of being your sponsor when she just neglected you most of the times." Eunsang make a judging face " maybe she were idiotic as you"

"Sangnnie hyung!" Wooseok made a mad face. "Minnie hyung deserve better! As his son I oppose your relationship! Don't go near my dad you heartless jerk."

Minho ketawa kecil mendengar ayat Wooseok while Eunsang give him the middle finger.

"where Jonnie hyung! i have to report to my grandpa that my heartless step father bully me" Wookseok masih membuat muka marah namun comel

Minho masih ketawa " there, there Woonnie, dad won't let him bully you anymore.cool down. Joonie hyung still didn't finish being an mc? the recording for this episode really long huh."

"A new group debut, i hear Ceo Jaesok from Starlight Entertaiment request the debut showcase time for the group expand to 5 minute longer." Eunsang mencium rambut Minho

" a 10 minute performance by debut group!? that's crazy.He must pay the program director ( pd) a lot." Minho melihat Wooseok " Woonnie, you have to wait a bit it you wanna report to granpa,his works still not done."

"hmpp! See dad love me more than you!" Wooseok menjelir lidah kearah Eunsang

"stupid." balas Eunsang sebelum melihat sekumpulan staff kini mengelilingi kerusi solek " what happen there?"

"oh that.." Minho turut melihat " Junnie hyung get a new makeup stylish. I guess she were good if the staff become that excited. But, Woonie said she might be Junnie hyung fangirl."

"fangirl" suara Eunsang kini senada " how annoying. Macam mana dia boleh dapat kerja ni?"

"who knows..We better ask Haeun Noona later.But she just wasting her time of she think gettin this job will get him closer to Junnie hyung. That guy.." Minho melihat Eunsang " in a way i just want Junnie hyung to be happy but why did he have to fall in love with Aera Noona out of all people"

"we can't control feeling Minnie, like neither of us expect we turn out this way" balas Eunsang. "Either Junnie hyung will be happy or not, or will he suffer that something he own self have to decided."

Minho menarik nafas "you right. "The vlive later.. stay far away from me"

Eunsang tidak menjawab.

" the company PR team told me to stay and act intimate with Seojun.You know, the ship.They want to attract Seojun issue days ago away by common flash my relationship with him." Minho menyambung " you understand right.."

"why not. They always used the so name ship made by delusional fans to gain more profit." Ujar Eunsang "how intimate?"

Minho ketawa "wow someone jealous"

"not really, I know Junnoe hyung just think you as a little brother but Minnie, how intimate." Sekali lagi Eunsang bertanya

Minho masih ketawa " intimate to the point the fans boleh buat next analysis video"

"that shit again.Fine, whatever.It's help Junnie hyung too." Eunsang mengosok rambutnya " as long the fans lupa pasal issue Junnie hyung, this is nothing."

Pintu bilik itu dibuka.Kelibat Jeno melangkah masuk.Di tangannya terdapat skrip yang dipegang erat. He went straight to makeup table and let the stlylish redo his makeup.

He take a few glance at Seojun who now talking with red face Eunha, stare a moment before continue looking at his phone.

Deoksu turut mengikuti dari belakang " guys, since Jeno have arrived, we will start the video recording now and proceed with vlive section."

"Huayahh" Wooseok bangun dari sofa. "since granpa have arrive, dad, heartless step father let's start fooling our fans by acting innocent again.Anyways, i still oppose your relationship!.My dad deserve better!"

Minho ketawa " budak ni lah."

Eunsang just sigh. He really for once wanted to play this family game with Wooseok to let him know how scary it were to actually get a heartless step father.