aku pandang jam detik beside me.

"don't worry, its not gonna control your life" the doctor forced me to lie on the couch. i stared at him.

"not gonna control my life?" i said.

"ye puan. jangan fikirkan tentangnya." he smiled. he pushed back his office chair and took a necklace.

"take a deep breath" he pushed jari telunjuk directly on the middle of my chest. he smiled again.

"think miss"

he sways the necklace before me. slowly aku jatuh dalam permainan itu.

"think deeply how this happens to you" i heard his voice inside my head. it keeps going.

"now" i heard a click. before everything falls out.