Malam ini, aku terduduk di balkon bilikku. Menatap langit bertabur bintang-bintang. Menghitung setiap bintang-bintang yang ada. Menatap layar telefon bimbit yang hampa.

TING

Telefon bimbitku berbunyi dan layarnya menyala terang tanda ada pemberitahuan dari sosial media. Sosial media Line. Aku langsung membuka pemberitahuan itu. Dan pemberitahuan itu membuatku mengembangkan senyum.

Shyful Ammar
Miss you :’)

Lucy Delaila
Miss you too.

Shyful Ammar
Belum tidur?

Lucy Delaila
Belum kamu?

Shyful Ammar
Belum juga. Aku kangen suaramu. Gimana kalau kita nyanyi duet?

Lucy Delaila
Boleh. Tapi lagu apa?

Shyful Ammar
The Story Of Us- Taylor Swift. Ok?

Lucy Delaila .

I used to think one day we’d tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say they’re the lucky ones.
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I’m searching the room for an empty seat,
‘Cause lately I don’t even know what page you’re on.

Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wished you knew,
So many walls that I can’t break through.

Shyful Ammar
Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room and we’re not speaking,
And I’m dying to know is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah?
I don’t know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter.

How’d we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
And you’re doing your best to avoid me.
I started to think one day I’d tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should’ve held me.

Oh, I’m scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I’d tell you I miss you but I don’t know how,
I’ve never heard silence quite this loud.

Lucy Delaila
Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room and we’re not speaking,
And I’m dying to know is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah?
I don’t know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like the careless,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle’s in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you’d rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.

Shyful Ammar
Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room and we’re not speaking,
And I’m dying to know is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah?
I don’t know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we’re not speaking,
And I’m dying to know is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah?
I don’t know what to say, since the twist of fate ’cause we’re going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
The end.

Lucy Delaila
This Beautiful song! ??

Shyful Ammar
Yes this is. Udah malem nih. Good night! Have a nice dream ??

Lucy Delaila
Have a nice dream too.

OFF

Aku menutup telefon bimbitku. Kemudian menutup pintu balkon bilik. Aku merebahkan tubuhku di atas ranjang dan menelungkup di balik selimut yang tebal.

“Good night Shyful . Have a nice dream. Semoga hubungan kita akan berjalan sebahagia ini.”