Life.... Life in reality are more different than I thought... Really different when thinking about life in the fantasy. What is life actually? In my opinion, life is about what we are going to and going through when we are alive in this pathetic world!!! Why I said world are soooo pathetic because that's what the world mean to be build by our creator. If world we are living together with are not pathetic or cruel, that's not the world's function in our life actually. It's was just a fantasy world !!! Why? Because only the fantasy world can have all the beautiful things, beautiful life, beautiful and kind people, happy family and happy ending. Only fantasy can get all of those things!Only fantasy, but not reality.

Okay, now let's talk about what the real human life in the real world actually. For me, our god created this world to his servants live as a happy human but at the same time he teach us how to managed our life well in this world. But, actually how we as a human being could living in this world? How? As you all know, a real world build with full of cruelty, madness people, people with bad and good behavior and so on. That's what the reality is. Now,  how people survived in this cruelest world? Well, only you can know what you think in your head.... None of others can know what we think in our head.

Majority human in our life has their own problem, either big or small. Thus, many of people also take their own risk to create their own world to survived in this world.

Sad to be told, we as a mere human are the one who create the fantasy world just because of our life are not beautiful as we think. Mine also have my own imagination even though I know it can't be real. That's why I called it as a fantasy because the memory, the life we created can't occur in real life because of the challenging to get what we need are difficult as hell!!!

Maybe some of you may think the challenged I'm talking about is a piece of cake but not mine!!! My physical and mental health are not tough as what people think especially my family. They though their child which is me can handle the matter easily and can get what I want. Not really.... I'm just a weak child who needs their understanding to accept the real me and support me from behind.. not support me with their money but support me with their open minded to support me what I wanted to do except the bad behavior...if they still support me doing the bad behavior hmm I think that's not my parents maybe the ghost parents of mine. I still know the money is a big thing to get as for students... I'm as a student's always lack of money because of my greediness to get the favorite things such as foods.

Now, I want to changed to the better person and better life if I want to get a good job and works .

Done for the introduction...Next chapter I will start with the Malay language like I just started in the description. As for this story, I will use Malay + English = Manglish language. Why? Because I want to use this application to enhance my English to the better version of mine. Don't worry, if I want to use English or Malay language for the next part, I will stated it on the first part before I start my writing.