" Rohaizat."

"Yes prof."

"We need to talk."

"Yeah sure thing." Aku senyum nipis.

"Wait for me at the café, I'll be right there later." Aku angguk,
terus gerak pergi café. Lima minit duduk, Prof Brenda sampai.

"I need to ask you couple questions and I hope you'll tell me the
truth.And I'm a good listener too, so feel free to tell me anything you
want, I'll keep it secret." Dia pandang aku straight into the eye,
aku angguk.

"What happened Rohaizat? You messed up your whole exam. I'm trying to
help you right now. You used to perform really well on every exams and
quiz, and you never fail to attend the classes right on time."

Aku senyum. Diam.

" Haizat… please."

" Wardina."Aku cakap sepatah. Dia kerut dahi.

"What happened to her?"

"She's gone. She told me she needed to go back to Malaysia for a week,
family matters. She said she's gonna be back after that one week, I
waited for 4 damn hours at the airport and she didn't show up. Until
now. She's completely gone. Everything about her." Ringan mulut aku
bercerita. Aku percayakan Prof Brenda, dia lecturer favorite aku.

"Have you tried to send a mail or call her through skype or her
twitter?" Aku mengeluh perlahan.

"You name it. I have tried a lot of things to talk to her, ends up I'm
completely lost."

"Look, Haizat. Whatever it is,you need to move on, you can't keep being
like this, you need to focus on your study. Please. Look at yourself
Haizat, you look so pale."

"I need to move on? I would like to ask you one question if you don't
mind, how?"

"There's a lots of methods and ways to move on Rohaizat. Even if you love
her so much that her lost affected your studies, but at least, think
about your family! I'm wondering how they going to react to this look of
you. Young man, this is just a beginning of life. People come and go
easily, anytime. You, yourself need to collect every piece of you, and
keep it together for another 2 damn years.

I am not interested to teach this kind of student. Rohaizat,listen to me,
to be a good doctor, sometimes, you need to put your feelings and
personal problems far away from your concern to take care of another
life. That's how it's going. If you can't show up with the dean list for
this semester, I don't want to see your presence in my class." Prof
bangun, terus pergi.