Lorins p.o.v

As much as i feared him i somehow felt secure around him, i feared my own people more, i slowly lifted my hand and took off the dress then lay down facing up, he looked at me with a shocked expression.

"Good girl" he whispered with a smile as he began to take off his clothes.

One thing that i got to understand was that Neifar was real, he had never pretended with me, he was always true to himself unlike brian who was like a monster in hiding, i wanted my first time to be with Neifar not Brian.

He got on top of me when his warm skin brushed mine, i closed my eyes in fear.

"You want me more than you fear me, that's very interesting" he whispered lowly as he kissed my cheeks, tears rolled from my eyes.

I didn't want him dead, he was somehow kind, i felt cold hands wipe off my tears and soft lips on my forehead, when his lips descended on mine, i opened my mouth granting him entrance as i kissed him back, his hand gently moved from my shoulder to my waist, he pulled back and lowered himself then kissed me between my breast, my heart was beating wildly.

When he took my right nipple in his mouth, i moaned lowly as i felt my core twitch, he slowly sucked while his tongue swirled round my nipple, he shifted his attention to my left nipple grazing his teeth there gently, i lifted my hands and grabbed his hair tightly as he groaned lowly then bite my nipple.

"Neifar" i called out with a moan.

A warm feeling was building up from my core to my stomach, he pulled back and looked me in the eyes as i felt my cheeks become hot with embarrassment, i was about to look away when he claimed my lips again, i felt my knees weaken under his kiss.

His left hand touched my neck while his right hand slid from my thigh and onto my core, when he rubbed my entrance with his finger i pulled back from the kiss with a loud moan, i lay my head down as he continued to rub there slowly, when he moved his finger to my clitoris my breathing picked up.

"You know, i love that you are wet for me, it makes me feel so honored" he whispered in a husky voice.

There was no more denying it, i really wanted him inside me, i actually wanted the whole of him, i lifted my hand and touched his cheek, he looked at me with a calm smile as i smiled back.

"Touch me more" i whispered lowly.

I bite my lower lip when i felt a finger thrust in me, i breathed heavily and tried to normal my breathing.

"Don't bite your lip" he said as he added another finger and began to finger me, i bite my lower lip harder enjoying the way he was making me feel.

"I said don't bite your lip i want to hear your voice" he said as he added a third finger, i shook my head feeling a bit uncomfortable and filled.

"Well then forgive me for doing this" he whispered as he pulled his fingers out, i felt his hard on nudge my entrance, when he slowly pushed in i cried out feeling slight pain as he completely filled me.

"I won't move" he said as he kissed my lips gently while i kissed him back.

He pulled back and kissed my cheek.

"Are you okay" he asked with concern.

I kept quiet for a moment then nodded.

"Good" he answered then pulled out and lay next to me, i looked at him confused.

"It seems painful for you, i can't continue, how about you go and take a bath then rest" he said as i sat upright.

I wanted to beg him to continue but i still had my pride, he handed me a robe that was close to him, i took it then wore it, i slowly got up ignoring the red stain that was on the skin covers.

"And do call sheila for me" he said as i nodded then went outside.