Neifar's p.o.v

Hythan was standing in my tent looking at me in shock.

"You did what?!" He asked loudly for the fourth time.

"I let the princess go" i answered lowly.

"Brother letting go of her people is okay, but why would you let her go?" He asked.

I sighed lowly knowing very well why i had done that.

"Its because i like her, when i hurt her physically and she cried out, i felt horrible, i then realized she was the first woman i never want to see her suffer, her cry made my heart ache, i can never force her to accept me, i could see the fear in her eyes, forcing her would have made things worse" i answered seriously.

"Brother aren't you the one who taught me to hit woman and use threats to have them stay loyal to me forever?" He asked as i moved my hand and brushed my hair slowly.

"I did, and now i realise i was so wrong" i answered lowly.

"Letting her go won't change anything Neifar, she will still hate you, better still she will forget you, you will be nothing but a shadow or memory to her" he said.

"I know" i answered.

"Neifar just think about it more, she's the first woman to ever get your attention, you desire her, is letting her go the best choice? Just give me your word i will get her back for you" he said seriously.

"Hythan what's wrong with you? Are you planning to disobey me? Let her just go" i yelled.

"I'm sorry brother, i went out of line" he said softly.

"Go and make sure no one lays a finger on her, send someone to follow her secretly and make sure she reaches her land safely, if anyone dares to hurt her i will kill them, now leave i want to be left alone" i said loudly.

"Yes, rest well" he said then walked out.

I lay down sadly, i still couldn't believe what i felt towards her, she was rude, stubborn and a fighter but i just couldn't stop myself from liking her.

"My lord" sheila called outside the tent.

"Come in" i answered.

She slowly got in and sat down next to me.

"I'm sure you are very angry and frustrated, if you want you can take out your frustration on me, i wont mind, let me take care of your desire and urges for you" she said as i sat upright and faced her.

"If you don't want that, you can talk to me about whatever is bothering you, i will listen to all your problems" she whispered as i felt bad.

"Sheila I'm sorry" i said honestly.

Her eyes widened in shock, this was the second time i had apologized to a woman.

"I know you love me a lot even though i ignored you, i knew very well how you felt about me, today i have understood how much i have hurt you, but no matter what i can't love you, you are very nice and kind but my heart doesn't belong to you" i said honestly.

"Then who does it belong to? Does it belong to her?" She asked lowly.

"Yes" i answered.

"But my lord, she will never come back, she hates you" she said as i smiled.

"I know, i don't want her to love me back, I'm actually grateful to her, for the first time in my life I'm feeling different emotions, sheila forgive me but i really can't be with you no matter how much i think of you" i said honestly.

She slowly stood up and smiled.

"I understand, thank you for taking your time in telling me this, i will finally give up on you" she answered then went out of my tent.