"kamu boleh pergi duduk di barisan ketiga dekat tengah" guru kelas mereka menunjuk kearah tempat kosong kepada Jaera

Jaera menelan air liurnya. Dia mengangguk perlahan.

"shit, shit the fuck with this development" dia menguman di dalam hati sambil melangkah pergi

how on hell boleh sekelas, what cliche shoujo manga is this.

Renungan para pelajar di dalam kelas itu masih tertumpu kepadanya

"anak-anak, kamu boleh bertegur sapa dengan Jaera lepas kelas nanti. Now open your text book page.."

Suara guru kelas mereka bagai bunyi angin di telingga Serim.

Matanya sedikit terbuka luas

The fuck.The fuck that bitch here? The fuck.

Dia merenung kearah Minhee yang terdiam dari tadi.Remaja kacak berambut merah itu kini merenung tepat ke bahagian belakang gadis itu.

Lagu yang dimainkan di earpods milik Minhee kini tidak lagi menarik minatnya.

He feel like the urge to kill someone now resurface.

There some weird feeling in his heart. Was it pain?

He really don't like this feeling.
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Jaera melihat telefonnya. Loceng menandakan waktu rehat kini telah berbunyi.Isi kelas itu hanya tinggal dia dan beberapa pelajar sahaja.

Satu mesej baru diterima. Dahinya berkerut.

"I will find you again,no matter what.Wait for me" mesej itu berbunyi.

Profile picture of one guy with good looking face with and pink hair colour appear above the chat.

Gadis itu mengeluh. Option block dibuka sebelum ditekan.

Stupid, you should worried how your fans will react if you come here.

Bayang cahaya di depannya menjadi gelap, she look infront,just to see Minhee tall figure looking straight at her

Seriously, it's her first day, can everyone just give her a break?

Riak wajah Minhee tidak berperasaan " we need to talk."

"do i look like i have a choice to say no?" Jaera bangun dari tempat duduknya "let's go somewhere else, sini open sangat."

Minhee tidak membalas,dia berjalan mengikuti gadis berambut panjang oren itu,sebaik sahaja mereka sampai di belakang tangga di aras dua itu, baru remaja lelaki itu membuka mulutnya.

"kenapa kau datang sini balik?"

Jaera menyandar badannya ke dinding sambil menyilang tangan.Wajahnya kelihatan bosan " why? ada peraturan yang cakap aku tak boleh datang sini balik ke?"

Minhee tidak menjawab,matanya dingin

Jaera mengeluh kembali "look, aku balik sini have nothing to do with you. I move on from you okey.Chill boleh."

"aku tahu kau tak balik pasal aku. Dah dua tahun aku pun tak rasa kisah kita ada makna lagi. My question is, why? Kau dah berjaya capai cita-cita kau nak jadi idol.It's been two years, why return now."

Jaera melihat wajah Minhee "it's a waste you gay you know.You totally my type. If i just play dump and pretend back then, i still your girlfriend right now."

Baru kini wajah Minhee berubah ketat " tak ada beza, i still gonna break up with you. I won't force myself with you when i'm not straight."

" Hello, i dump you! We agree on that " Jaera membantah

Minhee senyum kecil " yes you dump me because i sucks at bed, we agree on that."

Jaera turut ketawa " well i have to save my face. Macam mana aku nak biar orang tahu my boyfriend suddenly found up he not straight when we still an item, but if only they know how good you were in bed, sorry about that."

She give Minhee a playful smile. " you really good at bed, as someone who have sleep with you i can confirm that. I can't believe you my first.The fuck i'm thinking giving you my virginity back then"

"you really want to brag about that,you not the only one i went to bed with so you not that special.Maybe a little special since you're my first too " Minhee give back the playful smile "but sekarang kita bukan cakap pasal aku"

"god, can you give me a break.Dari pagi tadi orang sibuk tanya aku why. Penat doh."

" Jaera..." Minhee bertona senada "What happen in South coast sampai kau quit being idol and balik sini."

Jaera membuat senyuman sedih.Dia diam beberapa saat "you know..nasib aku dalam hubungan cinta ni memang teruk.You turn gay, then..."

"then?" Minhee kembali memyoal ketika Jaera diam semula

That girl didn't reply for a few minute " haha, i just have...really have to fall in love with the wrong person every fucking time."

Air matanya jatuh. Imej gadis berhati singa dan cool yang dibawa olehnya selama ini mula berkecai

"hey.." Minhee spontan menyapu air mata gadis itu "hey what happen?"

Suaranya bertukar lembut.

Jaera menyentuh tangan Minhee yang berada di pipinya. Tangisannya mula teresak "....save me please, i feel suffocated"

Minhee hampir membuka mulutnya apabila bekas bulat berisi airpods dilempar kearah mereka

Jaera and Minhee turn their gaze at the direction.

Infront them, a red face Serim with angry expression now looking sharp at them

"fuck both of you" he said and walk away.
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He just went to the toilet sebaik sahaja loceng waktu rehat berbunyi,meninggalkan Minhee yang masih termenung di meja

After finish his business,he went to the sink before his realize something were in the pocket.

"Seriously,kenapa aku bawa bekas airpods ini sekali" Serim menguman sendiri di sinki sambil melihat bekas itu

He remember Minhee be absent the whole class while shoving the airpods to his desk without any thinking

"dia lupa ke benda alah ni dia punya" Serim masih berbicara " but cakap pasal lupa.."Mata Serim menjadi gelap " the fuck that freaking bitch come back here"

Dia masih ingat bagaimana gossip pasal kegiatan aktiviti sexual Minhee menjadi bahan gossip satu sekolah dua tahun lalu, to the point that guy take month of holiday staying home.

well, siapa je tak kena shook if your girlfriend directly tell you how worst your skill in bed.

"i really have to make sure those two never talk again.If that bitch berani nak dekat balik dengan Minhee, i send her six feet under."

"but are you sure you gettin this anxious because you worried about him as his best friend or you jealous someone he used to love finally back and he might fall for her again"

Langkah Serim yang menjejak luar pintu tandas kini terhenti. Suara misteri yang bermain di mindanya sebentar tadi kini hilang.

Oh shit, ada hantu ke dalam tandas ni?!

Bulu romanya naik.

but if it a ghost voice, why did his heart the one who ache?

Pemikirannya masih membuat konklusi saat dia terpandang ke belakang tangga dan melihat rambut lelaki berwarna merah

sure, he too tall to even hide behind the stairs but apa dia buat dekat situ?

Might as well return back this earpods to him.

"hey Min..." dia cuba menegur Minhee apabila matanya menangkap aksi mesra Minhee dan Jaera

"hey what's happen?" Minhee deep voice turn soft.

Serim feel like something just hit his heart,hard.

Jaera menyentuh tangan Minhee.She started crying "...save me.I feel suffocated"

Serim heart feel so much pain for the reason he don't even know.

He almost laugh cynically.What did he even expect,of course this stupid guy will run like idiot back to that bitch.

So, he really didn't move on at all after all this years

He throw the earpods container to those two

With heavy and complicated feeling, he look straight at them " fuck both of you."

with that word, he walk away.

He doesn't wanna see the scene anymore.

the real reason were, he can't think why his heart hurt so much.

He feel like shit.