"H-Hansol... I like you. I-I've liked you from the day you started talking to me." I stuttered.
His skin had turn pale. Hansol stood there shocked at what I just had said. I felt very nervous at the moment, I didn't know how he would react.
"Y/n..." He sighed. What? Was he dissapointed?
"You know this is wrong... You're my bestfriend." He said looking away from meeting my eyes. He just couldn't meet my eyes because he was too scared.
Yeah... I know this is wrong, but, I can't help myself. This was the first time I felt something. I've never felt anything before. This is new to me.
"Y-yeah, well..." I was at lost of words. I didn't know what to say. I felt so scared now, I felt like I shouldn't had tell him that I liked him.
I felt like crying.
Now we we both stood here in awkward silence.
"Listen, Y/n." He said fidgiting with his fingers. "I really think you're nice and all but..." He paused to look at me.
Tears were starting to spill. I didn't want to cry. I didn't want to show my weak side.
I didn't want to show my weak side to HIM.
"I don't think it's going to work." He sighed.
"Hansol I-" I started but was soon cut out by another voice.
"Hansol?" A girl appeared next to him.
Who was she? Was she his girlfriend? friend? How come I've never seen her before?
I quickly turned away to wipe my tears.
"Mina..! You're here early!" Hansol exclaimed.
"Who is she, Hansol?" The girl supposedly called 'Mina' said pointing and looking over at me.
Hansol looked at me for a quick second then proceeded to answer her.
"Her? Don't worry! She's just a friend." He laughed nervously.
A friend. Friend... friend... friend...
That work kept replaying in my head.
"Ah I see!" Mina said interrupting my thoughts.
I looked over to smile and said hello.
"Hello! It's nice to meet you! Hansol hasn't really told anything about you to me..." I said putting the best smile I could at this state.
"Ah.. I see..." She pounted.
I was so confused. Who was she?
"Well, nice to meet you! My name is Mina, Hansol's GIRLFRIEND."
The moment Mina said that, my heart stopped beating for a second. My skin turned pale and I froze.
I looked over to Hansol but he ignores my gaze.
I looked back to Mina seeing her hold Hansol's arm being all clingy.
"A-ah... I see! He never told me about you... you must really mean alot to him" I said smiling at Mina.
"R-really?" She stuttered.
"Yes, really. He's my bestfriend. I know what he's like and I sure do know that he loves you alot!" I said trying assuring her not to worry.
"Well... I better go now. It's late and I guess I'll talk to you later, Sol." I said picking up my bag starting
to leave.
"Wait!" Hansol said.
I turned my head back to see what he wanted to say.
"Goodnight." He said with a soft smile.
I turned back to wave at them and started heading my way back home.
Halfway, I decided to pause and take my phone out to text Hansol.
-"Forget what I said. It was stupid of me, gn."
I turned off my phone, slid it back into my pocket and continue walking.
After all,
He was just a first love.
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