I don't want to live anymore. I just wanna die. I don't want to be alive. Life sucks, and I hated it.
I searched the meaning of PUG MOLE and it makes me wanna leave this word. It said "An extremely ugly human being who's face resemble that of a PUG".
I don't have any reason to be alive anymore.
I made an excuse to my mum and I left the house by 9pm trust me it was a tangible excuse
I left for the sea side all alone, I've made up my mind i'm gonna die tonight.
"I'm sorry mum i'm so sorry" I said with tears in my eyes.

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"Leave me alone. I've tried my best,"
"I won't leave you alone"
"I said leave me you bastard"
"How dare you call me a bastard"
And a sound echoed through the thin air. "Who are those people and why are they fighting." I said not minding what I came here to do in the first place. I moved closer to take a clean view and I saw a boy beating a girl. All of a sudden the boy pushed her into the sea it was so quick that I couldn't figure out whweto do at that moment. Then I took a great decision, I don't know who she is but there is no way i'm letting her drown. I jumped into the sea without even thinking, and I moved closer to her. "VIVIAN" I was shocked and at the same time surprised. At first I don't want to help her, I wanted to leave her there to die for everything she has done to me. But I can't I just can't, she kept on shouting for help while I struggle to reach her.
"Catch my hand," I shouted
She struggle to do that and fortunately she did, then I grabbed her and tried to swim ashore. But the sea is very shallow and deep, I forced myself but the wave is so strong. And then something came to my mind " We're drowning". So this is what it looks like. I know I said I want to die but not anymore.
We were drowning fast and all I could do is to say my last prayer, I started crying not because I was drowning. I was crying because of my foolishness, I was selfish, leaving my family behind and trying to kill myself, how will they feel. My beloved mom who would risk everything for me, my younger sister although we fought a lot she love me she will always be there for me, My father who struggled to make me the happiest girl in the world. How could I be so selfish, we were sinking the water keep gushing and gushing, I've drank enough water for the whole year and am dying.