2019 was the year I became more mature to understand everything that happened in my life. I realized that my dad barely come back home because his work is very tough. I also realized that I can't hope for everyone's promises. I realized that at my graduation which is my dad promised to come but he don't.
In the new year of 2020, I got into a religious boarding school. I became a different person. I become a woman who always follows my religion's rules.
I started to change at the end of the year 2020. I started to feel that "I still need to fix my relationship with Allah and it's not the time I wear like this."