Hi everyone.You can take this novel as my diary. I would tell you everything that I have went through,but I would not admit that it's my fault.So first,my name is Angellina but my friends call me Angel ??.I'm fifteen.Girls on my age usually have a hobby and that is gradually chasing idols.However I only have one idol that I love from the bottom of my heart, I will support him even he falls or rise.And that is Vernon from a kpop group, seventeen.I also have a boyfriend named Jungkook.One day,I got tickets for Vernon's solo concert.During the concert,Jungkook called me and told me that let's break up, you just know how to chase your idol and you just want to sleep with him.You're nothing but a prostitute.I just replied him that"You bastard.Your nothing but a dick." Even though I said harsh words I started crying as soon as I hang the phone.So on the way to home,I was kidnapped.I thought that was the end of my life.But in the morning,I found myself in the same bed with Vernon.I couldn't express my feelings.I felt happy, sad, nervous,shamed and everything at the same time.But to my surprise, suddenly,the host from idol sleeping time opened the door, which is a talk show which they shoot how our favourite idol sleeps.And everyone caught me with my idol,Vernon.