Sometimes,
I'm laughing.
But I'm not happy.
It is because I feel sad,
so sad.
Laughing is one of the therapy
that can get rid of my sadness.

Sometimes,
I'm smiling.
But I do not like it.
I just want them to be happy.
So that, they will never ask
about all of my problems.
Smiling is one of the way
in order to avoid a lot of questions.

Sometimes,
I'm annoying.
But I hate it!
I just want them
to give their attention to me.
Being annoying is one of the way
for me to get their attention.

Sometimes,
I'm angry.
But I don't hate them!
The reason why I'm angry is
I hate being myself.
Being angry can make me
express what I feel in a moment.

Sometimes,
I talk too much.
But I don't even know
what am I talking about?
I just want to make the situation
as cheerful as I can.
Talking to them
can make my problems gone.

Sometimes,
I'm not talking.
But I have a lot of words
inside my mind.
I don't know how to express it
to them.
So I just keep it by my own.
Being quiet is the only choice
to take care of their feeling.

Sometimes,
I'm crying.
But not in front of them.
Yes, I'm hurting.
And the only antidote is tears.
Crying is the best therapy
to make me feel alive.

Yes, they are important to me.
They are my parents,
and also my best friends.
They are my life.

It's okay if they do not
treat me like I am important.
It's okay if they say that
I'm selfish, I'm useless.
It's okay if they think that
I'm so annoying.
As long as I'm with them,
then I'll be okay.