Up all night, crying alone in the dark.
I guess my life being a mess somehow for you is a bless.

No, I'm not blaming you.
I just wish you teach me too.
How to be selfish and forgetful like you?
How to trample over thousands of our promises
that we have been making for 420 days we were together?
How to be in someone else's arm the second you walk out
of my life?

I wish you teach me how
because I really don't know
how to do that.

I guess the real
of the stupid one
is me, not you.

Oh! How I wish I never met you.