I hope you feel the loss. That often when the night comes, you suddenly get your phone and start typing, before you realize that we haven't talked for so long. That you suddenly think about random things we ever talked whenever you walk down the store. That you suddenly think of how good it would be to cuddle with me at this hour. That when you wanna erase all memories one after another, they keep coming back to you, weighing your burden of melancholic soul.

I hope you feel it all. Not because I want you to know how it feels to lose me, but I want you to take some of those feelings.

Cause when you put it all on my shoulder, I couldn't breathe.